dear friends ~~ maybe i gonna go taiwan lurr ....n wont come back anymore ... i miss u all nia ....especially somone .... tat i wanna cherish .... haiz ...actually .. wad should i do ?? i dun wanna to go ... i nid her ... i duno the life tat without her ..bt ...i juz hope she happy ...reli ...hahha ...am i stupid actually ?? i oso duno lor ...want her bt juz let her go ... haiz ... i really duno wad i will de without her .. i veri confuse .... actually ... i can tel you all .. i scare to being alone ... although my face like i am veri tough or strong .. actually i veri scare alone ... the feel like no friends ... lovers and everything .... bt i can tel you alll ... tats nt important .... she is the most important for me .... important thn everything ... i duno y ... y his bf juz like her half half n play play ...bt she stil wanna be with him ... nt scare being get hurt again... i reli duno lo .... i duno y the god so sucks ... juz dun let me a chance ... i juz WANNA a chance .. veri hard meh ?? wan to proof myself oni ma ...proof tat i love her ... i nid her ... her care .. her everything....haizzz... i veri mind she with others boys...duno y ... does tis call love ?? i duno .. who can teach me ?? i reli wan to noe .... everyday juz tough in front of ppl n cry alone in the darkside ..... its is scary ok ?? whn i cried ...the frist person i tink is you .... do you noe ?? hw important are you to me ???bt ... u oso choose to leave me alone ...i cnt accept the truth ..bt anyway...good bye my friends ... i love u alll..............................................


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